Relationship Problems
He doesn’t understand that if I ask him to go with me, i’m not going to meet up with a guy that “is inlove with me” even though he has a girlfriend. Its a fucking hockey tournament not a speed dating resturaunt. So fuck off.
The things I can hide from the world .
I let no one see the total amount of pain I was feeling today. Every little thing, every little complaint, every tear, every scream, every cry for help, every frown, every sulk. All hidden away from everyone. Eventually I cant keep it all bottled up like always. Shit will get insane if this happens again. Pain and tears is not what I want for myself. Thats not who I am. Changes start now.
Fly <3
I came to win, to fly. To conquer, to thrive. I came to win, to survive. To prosper, to rise. To fly. I wish today it would rain all day, maybe that would kinda make the pain go away. Tryna forgive you for abandonin me. Prayin but I think im still a angel away. Angel away, yeh strange in a way. Maybe that is why I chase strangers away. They got they guns out aimin at me, but i become near when they aimin at me. Me, me, me against them. Me against enemies, me against friends. Somehow they both seem to become one. A sea full of sharks and they all smell blood. They start comin, and I start risin. Must be surprisin, im just amizin. I win, thrive, soar, higha, higha, more fire. I came to win, to fly. To conquer, to thrive. I came to win, to survive. To prosper, to rise. To fly. Everybody try to wanna box me in, sufficatin everytime it locks me in. Paintin they own pictures then they crop me in, but I will remain where the top begins. Because I am not a word, I am not a line. I am not a girl that can ever be defined. I am not fly, I am levitation. I represent an entire generation. I hear the critisizum loud and clear, that is how I know that the time is near. So we can come alive in a time of fear, and I aint got no motherfuckin time to spare. Cry my eyes out for days upon days, such a heavy bourdon placed upon me. But when you go hard your name becomes ‘yays’ , Yankees stadium with Jayz & Kanye . I came to win, to fly. To conquer, to thrive. I came to win, to survive. To prosper, to rise. To fly.
